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a happy post for once

waiting to hear back from Ex boyfriend and if I got the job. im still sick to my stomach I arrived 5 mins late to the interview despite getting to Fells Point 25 minutes earlier. Having an interview at Teavolve was pretty awesome but hate fells point parking with a giant passion.

 

 

 

As with this hurricane I hope to fix up the final fantasy adventure time pieces for Ausa. Aiming to finish the werewolf comic soon. Ausa goal is to possibly get enough money to fix my computer and also get commissions or maybe freelance work. Dave at Collectors corner likes what I have and is interested in comic art freelance....which im hesitant about cause of failed past experiences....

 

 

 

anyway game plan in hopes of a new job and graphics card.
- avalanche game
-boy who could not shudder comic
- space comic of beauty and the beast story. I blame once upon a time for this urge. possibly a kick starter.....

 

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I lack motivation right now. im just incredible sick and down I have to go to that shithole tomorrow and the next day etc. hr says there's nothing they can do about my manager constantly berating me over the radio.

 

I need money especially if I want to 3d model again and see the doctor

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a customer I helped with yesterday came back to the store today to pick up a corrected piece and talked to a coworker. At the end of their talk she wanted to speak to the manager.  So my manager comes back and they talk for a while and I kept hearing my name. After that talk my manager came back in the shop,looked at a piece of art and walked back out.
My co worker comes back from her break and asked if my manager talked to me. I told her no, she just came back to look at art.  Apparently the customer demanded my manager apologize to me about how she treated me in front of the her and other customers waiting at the counter yesterday.  This kinda made my day. Its the second time  my manager has been told to apologize to me.
still no word on diamond comics. i continue to crossing my fingers on this potential job

Hunk

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not fired from work cause they have no proof (no surprise!) but im not allowed to prep anything. so yea  stress levels are still high and the whole self esteem is still getting worse.
I hate this job so much. they just treat me like an idiot now.

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i wish people woukd stop telling me things will get better cause they sure as hell arent.

 

I need a new graphics card or computer. photoshop kept freezing on me today and yesterday..  I don't have anything to buy it with especially since I need several nerve testings in my back and hip and the money has to go there first

 

Im so sick about this .

 

Hunk

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for all i did yesterday with a 10 hr work shift by myself id get like thankd or good job whatever. No i get brutally talked down to cause of a missed oppurtunity in a sale yestetday.  im seriosuly contemplating clocking back in from break right now on the verge of tears